You know when you want something so bad, and everywhere you turn everyone has that something that you are wanting.
This is when infertility is the hardest.
I was shocked when I found out that I was pregnant last June- and all too suddenly it was over- by the end of July the baby was gone, never to feel, or know if it was a he or a she.
I really feel like I handled the "loss well", all things considered. Now as my would have been, due date approaches I don't know how to feel.
Some days I am just sad and other days so frustrated- and then on others I just try my best to not think about it.
And then I see him-
and him-
I am blessed with two beautiful children who are incredible
and bring me so much love and joy.
"At times the clouds of sorrow will hover over me. Then I call on my Father for help and he is sure to comfort me."
-Martha Payne Jones Thomas June 17 1878
All is Well.
This is when infertility is the hardest.
I was shocked when I found out that I was pregnant last June- and all too suddenly it was over- by the end of July the baby was gone, never to feel, or know if it was a he or a she.
I really feel like I handled the "loss well", all things considered. Now as my would have been, due date approaches I don't know how to feel.
Some days I am just sad and other days so frustrated- and then on others I just try my best to not think about it.
And then I see him-
and him-
I am blessed with two beautiful children who are incredible
and bring me so much love and joy.
"At times the clouds of sorrow will hover over me. Then I call on my Father for help and he is sure to comfort me."
-Martha Payne Jones Thomas June 17 1878
All is Well.
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